8/19/10

Hey everyone,
I know nobody really reads this but i'm going to keep writing anyway. Tommorrow we have a meeting for an apartment and i'm crossing my fingers that we'll get it. This week Emmett has learned to clap, say yuck, and stand up holding onto things,.. I guess that means he'll be walking soon! yay!. He's getting so big so fast! I wish I could slow down time!! I'll share some pictures!

Emmett was being silly! He was fake crying because I was taking pictures.


Being dramatic lol

Good shot

Those are all the good ones I have for now. It's taking too much time to upload them.

8/16/10

Well,
It seems like so much is happening at once and it feels like my head is spinning. I can't find time for school, or do anything for myself. I am so stressed out. We are in the process of packing everything up for the move *hopefully* on sept 1. Then i'll have to come out to chris's parents house to even do school.. I just wish all this stress would alleviate at some point.

8/7/2010

A lot has happened this week.
Me and Chris are trying to get our own apartment for the first time!! It's so exciting! I'm 20 and he's 19, and we have a baby... I think it's time to get our own place! We found somewhere affordable, only problem is we need a co-signer who has good credit and a job,.. which is hard to come by these days,.. nobody wants the responsibility of being a co-signer for us even though we'd always pay our rent and bills.. We have never been late on any bill EVER! So we may have to put the apartment we want on hold and get a different one, but that's okay.. Life is about sacrifices right? I just have to keep telling myself that. I feel like i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, we may not be able to afford internet which means, no more school for me. But I signed up for CNA classes that start soon, it's a 4 week program and after the 4 weeks we get a 90 day paid internship!! (given we get chosen for the program) and after the internship we'll take the state exam and if we pass we have a GUARANTEED job as a CNA at the health care center in town! That would be amazing! Im keeping my fingers crossed. This week we've also got our car up and running and everything and we're so excited! Hopefully things will look up and we'll get our own place and then we'll finally be able to be a family with no interferences.
I'll talk later, Emmett is downstairs with his grandparents and has to go to bed soon.

8/2/10

Well,
Today wasn't exactly a good day. Ugh. Anywayss Emmett is doing great! He is getting so so big!!! I wish time would slow down!! I want him to be a baby baby again!!

7/29/10.

Well,
I just got done with my first seminar for College Comp 2. It's nerve-wracking to be taking this class again since I didn't do so well last term. I'm scared of failing again. I'm really bad at writing and researching because I like to have books/paper in front of me and it's hard for me to research online, but the library in this town has nothing. Anyways, today Emmett learned to kneel and is almost pulling himself up to standing! I'm such a proud momma! I love him more then anything else, and I am doing all this school for him! I can't wait to have my degree and get a good job! But as of right now I am going to bed! LOL. Goodnight!